All I can think about is Disney World. Our vacation begins July 1st and will last until I decide I am ready to come home. After Disney we will be at the beach house. I just can't wait. As good as this year has been, I am really tired. I can't wait to walk to the ocean and look for dolphins and stingrays. I can't wait to smell the spray of suncreen on my babies. I can't wait to crack open a diet coke fresh from the little cooler. To take naps in the afternoon, then go back to the beach at late day to walk and explore the shore. To look for shells that have natural holes in them. To watch lizards run across my dad's driveway. To relax. To wake up and walk outside on the lenai and hear the waves, and to hope for a manatee sighting.
But for now, I look forward to my surgery.